conscious presence<> self at 5 yrs old for andrew b/t

in breathing Kagyu
deeper
deeper

gym-time today for back
sore back
up too early

making lunch
then oinking some hb
eggs turk

eggs from elevage
grown kid
Josie 2

moss re cycling herself
2 kids funloving
except when together

fran daid

stone cold . now s' dog telling me about garret cecchini sik.  really sharing his own mortality.   rhondas mom with the blank look at holiday diner.  daughter with boyfriend.

josie sik

ms kidd daid.
chinese fd rye
jim bell song

forgot music
jims bell song

josie sik

ms kidd daid.
chinese fd rye
jim bell song

forgot music

new p roject mid jan

mid spider wed formations
sic web
web making

tue yoga 1 pm new location

following ms kidd's funeral serrvice

leaving 2 chldren
sadder that sad

me too sad all day.
like when nance got sicker.
then held on for 8 yrs.

sicker thatn a dog.
trying to martyr in secret.

irish catholics
a righteous crowd

sat jan 7 pop

waketime
dream residue

sense of fcy w/maude
not me

disbelief
on ph not asking gene

sad jolt
actually kindsa panicked